I’m into my summer teaching schedule, which means that tomorrow I have all day to roll around in – aside from getting Rowan to school and home again.

The desire to eliminate extrinsics from my life – things, stimulation ... all the unnecessary distractions. But this isn’t it really. All those external things are just a cypher for the real necessity, which is to simplify myself – to empty myself – because the real nature of myself is emptiness. So I suppose the desire is actually just to become consonant with the reality of what I am. Maybe I’ve been reading too much Thomas Merton. This sounds like something he might have written.