It’s harder to dance when I turn up thinking I have energy than when I turn up thinking I don’t. When I think I don’t, I have small expectations and therefore I’m closer to surrender. The low-energy idea is humble; it looks only for a crust, and so the dance grows itself organically. The high-energy idea is freighted with expectation and desire ... for ecstasy, for catharsis ... which translates into striving and leads me away from the dance that cannot be created but can only reveal itself.